Shadowman
Johnny Daukes
Johnny Daukes’ memoir Shadowman tells the story of a young life corrupted by sexual abuse and a subsequent journey writing music, comedy and film that amounted to an unconscious recording and processing of that early trauma. The author’s experiences playing in bands, writing and performing radio and TV comedy and refusing to be defined by the inexplicable events of his youth makes for a fascinating, compelling and frequently hilarious dissection of an unconventional life.
Shadowman becomes more complex and outrageous with every chapter: The malign presence in the family of the Catholic sect Opus Dei, the abuser becoming part of the family through marriage, the terrible realisation as further victims come to light. And yet all the time, Johnny Daukes walks a fine line between making your heart break and your sides ache.
With frequent reference to lyrics, sketches and scripts that he wrote throughout his career, at the time unaware of their true significance; this is a memoir that laces brutality with hilarity, trivia with profundity and showbiz excess with lacerating self-analysis.
Written with an irreverence that conceals big questions about pain, art, memory and love, this is a unique book that is melancholy but never mawkish and at its heart is an affirming appetite for life. The rich and eclectic production of the audiobook betrays Johnny Daukes’ background as comedy writer, musician, voice artist and recording engineer and it oozes the rackety gallows humour of a true maverick.
"What a unique book Johnny Daukes' Shadowman is. On the surface it's memoir, but at its heart it's a book that wrestles with big questions about pain, art, memory and love." Mat Osman
"Shadowman is an emotional and powerful read, deeply honest and very personal, and at times bearable only by Johnny Daukes' ability to find comedy in horrific circumstances. An astonishing piece of work." David Quantick
Duration - 8h 49m.
Author - Johnny Daukes.
Narrator - Johnny Daukes.
Published Date - Sunday, 22 January 2023.
Copyright - © 2022 Johnny Daukes ©.
Location:
United States
Description:
Johnny Daukes’ memoir Shadowman tells the story of a young life corrupted by sexual abuse and a subsequent journey writing music, comedy and film that amounted to an unconscious recording and processing of that early trauma. The author’s experiences playing in bands, writing and performing radio and TV comedy and refusing to be defined by the inexplicable events of his youth makes for a fascinating, compelling and frequently hilarious dissection of an unconventional life. Shadowman becomes more complex and outrageous with every chapter: The malign presence in the family of the Catholic sect Opus Dei, the abuser becoming part of the family through marriage, the terrible realisation as further victims come to light. And yet all the time, Johnny Daukes walks a fine line between making your heart break and your sides ache. With frequent reference to lyrics, sketches and scripts that he wrote throughout his career, at the time unaware of their true significance; this is a memoir that laces brutality with hilarity, trivia with profundity and showbiz excess with lacerating self-analysis. Written with an irreverence that conceals big questions about pain, art, memory and love, this is a unique book that is melancholy but never mawkish and at its heart is an affirming appetite for life. The rich and eclectic production of the audiobook betrays Johnny Daukes’ background as comedy writer, musician, voice artist and recording engineer and it oozes the rackety gallows humour of a true maverick. "What a unique book Johnny Daukes' Shadowman is. On the surface it's memoir, but at its heart it's a book that wrestles with big questions about pain, art, memory and love." Mat Osman "Shadowman is an emotional and powerful read, deeply honest and very personal, and at times bearable only by Johnny Daukes' ability to find comedy in horrific circumstances. An astonishing piece of work." David Quantick Duration - 8h 49m. Author - Johnny Daukes. Narrator - Johnny Daukes. Published Date - Sunday, 22 January 2023. Copyright - © 2022 Johnny Daukes ©.
Language:
English
Opening Credits
Duration:00:00:06
Dedication
Duration:00:00:10
Prologue
Duration:00:05:20
Back to the Towers
Duration:00:07:23
Didcot (change for Oxford)
Duration:00:10:25
The Work
Duration:00:05:55
Welcome to the Club
Duration:00:04:18
Awakenings
Duration:00:06:00
A Lamb to the Slaughter
Duration:00:02:28
The Apostolate
Duration:00:06:34
Jacob, Jacob & Sons!
Duration:00:07:07
This is Bananas
Duration:00:03:03
In Big Families
Duration:00:08:08
Construction/Deconstruction
Duration:00:10:34
A Lad Insane
Duration:00:04:08
Three Chords and the Truth
Duration:00:02:16
Cassette Boy
Duration:00:03:57
Shadowman (excavating the toxic hazard)
Duration:00:03:40
16&21
Duration:00:05:40
Stock Check
Duration:00:03:05
We’re Going Up, Up, Up
Duration:00:06:36
Cry Freedom
Duration:00:04:17
I’ve Got a Bike
Duration:00:06:41
‘and this...is me’
Duration:00:06:02
School’s Out (forever)
Duration:00:04:57
A Man Called Rex
Duration:00:04:49
Wibble-Wibble. Tskribble
Duration:00:03:49
Sunday Girl
Duration:00:04:52
Where the word ‘Escort’ is used differently
Duration:00:04:30
Unconditional, That’s What You Are
Duration:00:05:33
Tskribble Rocks On Towards the Big Time
Duration:00:08:37
Pass the mustard, Brian.'
Duration:00:04:00
1984
Duration:00:12:16
Get the Gear In
Duration:00:05:48
A Sweetheart Contract
Duration:00:03:50
A Design for Life
Duration:00:12:47
I’m Looking for a Japanese Mother
Duration:00:02:14
The Virus
Duration:00:02:35
Take a Chance on Me
Duration:00:05:27
Godstar
Duration:00:03:46
Under Pressure
Duration:00:04:47
Who Knew?
Duration:00:02:04
Model Worker
Duration:00:06:59
We Need a Montage
Duration:00:09:46
Johnny Strikes Up the Band
Duration:00:09:25
Give Me the Gun
Duration:00:07:31
This Feeling Keeps Repeating
Duration:00:04:00
Tourer, Tourer, Tourer
Duration:00:12:16
Narcissus
Duration:00:04:20
Doctor Jimmy and Mister Jim
Duration:00:12:52
Squid Pulls Away
Duration:00:03:44
Geffen Dumb
Duration:00:04:56
Beneath My Skin
Duration:00:07:21
FIN
Duration:00:06:50
In Between Days
Duration:00:09:41
Surging On at Lethal Speed
Duration:00:09:19
Sowing the Seeds of Love
Duration:00:22:41
I can’t eat that now, Buddy.'
Duration:00:07:26
‘I’m funny, how? I mean, funny like I’m a clown?’
Duration:00:08:35
When Love Breaks Down
Duration:00:03:18
Biff Bang Pow!
Duration:00:02:46
A Bit of a Blur
Duration:00:01:43
Hello... I’m Jack Berry
Duration:00:09:00
Bikes, Porn and Another Wife
Duration:00:04:22
A Problem Shared
Duration:00:08:59
Rhyme. No Reason
Duration:00:02:30
A House Divided
Duration:00:04:46
Comedy, Cowardice and the Letter
Duration:00:07:11
I Can Just Turn the Radio On
Duration:00:04:48
Smack My Pitch Up
Duration:00:03:54
Plowman’s Hunch
Duration:00:11:03
Wendell? Gee!
Duration:00:15:22
All Our Good Friends
Duration:00:03:03
Vic Timms
Duration:00:06:26
A False Parade
Duration:00:11:24
Pieces of Fate
Duration:00:03:52
Wonder Has Finally Ceased
Duration:00:03:37
Last Night I Dreamt
Duration:00:02:55
Making Drama Out of Crisis
Duration:00:07:16
Doctor Feelgood
Duration:00:07:42
And Then There Were Four
Duration:00:05:34
Dad’s Dying (etc. etc.)
Duration:00:15:58
The Odyssey Continues
Duration:00:03:46
‘Shame is the lie someone told you about yourself’
Duration:00:06:46
Epilogue
Duration:00:03:07
Ending Credits
Duration:00:00:18